Stim Day 1

Stim Day one seems pretty weird as a title.  This means I start the hormones that will fire up my ovaries.  I do feel a bit anxious today, and tired at the same time.  Boy o boy, just two more weeks of this to go.  I have gotten over putting a needle into my skin, you would not believe how much I freaked out the first time.  I made DeJuan do it.  You figure 14 years of doing it to other people  it would be supper easy.  Now I have 3 injections a day, plus a baby aspirin, which I have not taken today because it gives me heart burn.. sigh.  Baby better be worth it.... (of course it will!) 

I keep reading the IVF forums and so many woman are so sad and want it so much.  I do not count myself as one of them.  I want a baby, and I guess in my shoes right now, we have not failed and so that seem far away as a possibility.  But I guess we will know by Nov 1.   Paige seems excited about it all.  I have a cold today so my head is clogged and maybe I am apprehensive about diapers and breast feeding and toddlers again.  I am sure I will be more excited in a month.  L